(i can't stop it) (i don't wanna love you)

looking out the window demotivated everything is grey and i don't feel like it's captivating got nobody with me, i can tell that i'm suffocating every other day i'm waking up and i'm aggravated i don't really know what i can do with these intervals maybe i can look at everything as a metaphor i feel like i working with myself like a saboteur living like a prison and i cannot get out the door but that's how it goes i've been through a lot and i made it back (made it back) looking at the footage and i know that i'm talking facts (talking facts) i get out the way because i don't wanna interact (interact) nobody can tell me what to do 'cause i made it that (made it that) i'm the only one that i believe in when looking up (looking up) everything they told me up to now isn't good enough (isn't good enough) everything i've done was up to me and it wasn't luck (it wasn't luck) even when i'm down, i don't feel i'm ever stuck

(everything is grey and i don't feel like it's captivating) (got nobody with me, i can tell that i'm suffocating) (i get out the way because i don't wanna interact) (nobody can tell me what to do 'cause i made it that)

nobody can get me it's complicated mainly 'cause i never even tell them, i'm isolated working every day, but i made nothing i'm celebrating got a lot of headaches and i'm feeling decapitated i don't even wanna think about what i'm missing out looking out the window, but i feel like i'm falling down maybe i just need to get away 'fore i hit the ground everything i got is nothing i cannot live without but that's how it goes i know that i have to regain the focus (regain the focus) everybody looking, what i see - they will never notice (never notice) i've been through a lot and i know nothing is ever hopeless (never hopeless) put a lot of working, but it's never been for the bonus (not for the bonus) living on the run, but there is nothing i wanna chase (don't wanna chase) nobody can ever slow me down, got a stable pace (stable pace) i be on my own, but that will never make me afraid (i'm not afraid) looking in the mirror - nothing i wanna change

(working every day, but i made nothing i'm celebrating) (got a lot of headaches and i'm feeling decapitated) (i've been through a lot and i know nothing is ever hopeless) (put a lot of working, but it's never been for the bonus)

but that's how it goes yeah, but that's how it goes