Lyrics

(but i know what it must be) (but i won't let them judge me)

looking at me like a student for guidance i don't wanna lead you on with the silence i don't wanna get brought down when i'm climbing if you talk back it's a different climate (yeah) too many thoughts that i gotta keep private

can be it, can be us can be hate, can be lust can be faith, but it can't be trust (nah) but it can't be trust can be it, can be us can be hate, can be lust can be faith, but it can't be trust (yeah) (but it can't be trust)

yeah, walking a tightrope i don't wanna get brought down to the town folk billion people, i feel like a microbe i can never let them get close to the guiderope talk down to me, i'm gonna climb higher i don't wanna give my truth to the liars got no job, never gonna get fired i can only work where nobody is hired (yeah) i don't wanna be scattered take a wrong step and i'm gonna be splattered (splattered) i can never let them get close to the ladder give my view, but they can't see the pattern (can't see) let them get close, but i won't let them nudge me let them give notes, but i won't let them judge me (i won't) i can be soft, but i won't let them crush me don't know what it could, but i know what it must be

i felt it and felt it, it drains (it drains me) i don't want anymore pain (i don't) yeah, on my own i feel safe (i do) i feel safe

looking at me like a student for guidance (yeah) i don't wanna lead you on with the silence (i don't) i don't wanna get brought down when i'm climbing (nah) if you talk back it's a different climate (yeah) too many thoughts that i gotta keep private

can be it, can be us can be hate, can be lust can be faith, but it can't be trust (nah) but it can't be trust can be it, can be us can be hate, can be lust can be faith, but it can't be trust (yeah) (but it can't be trust)

coming back again (yeah) telling me we're friends (ey) i know you pretend (i know) i know you pretend coming back to me you know i can see i got what you need i got what you need

everyone talk nice, everyone actors everybody motivated by their own factors if i'm in front, then i like to walk backwards stabbed in the chest, can't say that my back hurts (yeah) can say that i'm floating i don't wanna swim, i don't wanna go boating got no lock and i wanna be open but i don't wanna sink down in the ocean

i felt it and felt it, it drains (it drains me) i don't want anymore pain (i don't) yeah, on my own i feel safe (i do) i feel safe

looking at me like a student for guidance (yeah) i don't wanna lead you on with the silence (i don't) i don't wanna get brought down when i'm climbing (nah) if you talk back it's a different climate (yeah) too many thoughts that i gotta keep private

can be it, can be us can be hate, can be lust can be faith, but it can't be trust (nah) but it can't be trust can be it, can be us can be hate, can be lust can be faith, but it can't be trust (yeah) (but it can't be trust)

(but i know what it must be) (but i won't let them judge me)